trying to do the right thing
i go into it doing the right thing
being good
being rational and reasonable
and it explodes into insanity
trying to do the right thing
i come out of it doing the right thing
explain myself
get off the high horse
i didn’t even know i was on
make it all better
what the fuck
not my fucking nature
not my fucking concept
not fucking me
but i did it
Jul
25
How the Hell
Jul
25
Momentary Chapter
when looking at the big picture
every moment is the last of its kind
the last 2:33 and 14 seconds
on the morning of May 22, 2002
but who sees it that way
each moment is a moment
many moments is a chapter
each chapter is a story
every story has an end
we live not moment to moment
not chapter to chapter
or story to story
miss so much
never realising
there’s one big story
where we are little more than
a momentary chapter.
Jul
25
The J
i’m staring at the j
what can the j do for me
in its current state
if i had an umbrella
without a handle
i could put it on the j
and i would stay dry
or
i could turn it upside down
and use it as a cane
should i come to need one
but for now
i’ll stare at the j
it gives me
something else
to think about
so i won’t think about
you.
Jul
25
Would You Rise
its the impossible echo
dancing through space
time is nothing more
than you allow it to be
if you ran fast enough into the west
would the sun still set
or would you rise?
Jul
25
Oh fucking well.
everyone just says “nice. i like it.”
someone said “wow.”
i don’t get the point
the point was to have an impact
to make people say
“damn. what the fuck.”
or something like that.
it never happens that way.
this place is never
like the movie in my head.
Jul
25
Curtain Call
it happens when the buisnessman dreams
and the dreamer gets down to buisness
its 8:30 somewhere in the world
there will be no intermission
so go now or wait until the end
first in line is always the best
unless its in line for curtain call