trying to do the right thing
i go into it doing the right thing
being good
being rational and reasonable
and it explodes into insanity
trying to do the right thing
i come out of it doing the right thing
explain myself
get off the high horse
i didn’t even know i was on
make it all better
what the fuck
not my fucking nature
not my fucking concept
not fucking me
but i did it
i don’t even know how the hell we got here.